i'm depressed all of a sudden.. cos i dunno how to do my chem! argh.. wad's happening to mi?! last time my chemistry seems good enough =..(

dun feel like going to school tml.. haiz.. dunno y.. group PE will be games i guess.. but i dun even feel like playing my fav captains ball.. maybe tt was in the past.. i think i rather run den play the games.. something's wrong with mi.. >.<

挑拨 - 5566

你看起来不太开心 谁困扰了你 让你的眼神看来有些悲哀

有多严重 你和他之间 到了不可收拾的局面了吗

我看起来也不太好 我当然知道 因为你的表情让我很心疼

你不了解 我和你之间 只是爱上了不爱我 却又在乎(他)的人

应该挑拨你和他 我想这是最好的时机

只是当你哭着说你还爱他 不忍离开他

我竟努力扮演你和他之间的和事佬

应该劝你离开他 可是我怎么也做不到

因为当你笑着说 我最好了 是你知心朋友

想做你的情人

RAP:

Huh look here girl Look straight into this heart right here

This is how much I love ya

Like the moon never smile without the shinning stars

But but I ain’t no peacemaker

Wanna be your love,wanna be your lover

So, all around theclock, girl(all around the world)

I'll still be waiting for you, right here

hEhz.. This song is just so nice..

This is a horrendous week.. i'm starting to feel the stress of promos.. in the past.. i onli thought of getting better grades.. never have i been worried tt i won't even get promoted.. haiz. i will pray hard for my promos..

On top of all tt.. there is this Mr.Low who is stressing mi to the max.. haiz.. it's not like i dun study maths.. it's like i dun ONLI take maths for A levels.. there's onli 24 hours in a day.. how can i take out so much time for every single subject?! Somehow keep scolding us every lesson just lowers our confidence and morale? i dun need another thing to keep my mind occupied.. i have enough things to worry about..

All along i thought i can handle stress well.. but i think wad i have been through this week is getting a bit too much.. 6 more weeks to promos.. can u believe it.. it is a short time for revision.. yet a stressful long time to go! =..(

Wednesday e-club was super slack.. haha.. took a bus to suntec to Subway headquarters.. den see see look look den we can go le.. lolx. den we went for our KFC feast! haha.. nice..

Thursday was a bad day.

Today as usual.. after kena scolding during maths lesson.. i proceed to jas's house to do the online quiz.. physics was surprising good.. 11/15.. lolx. but maths.. 4/10! oh manz.. my integration =..( aNd yeah.. nan de got ji hui tok to someone on msn.. hha! but too bad i'm supposed to act as jasmine? =__=" got a little too high just now.. haha.. weak heart ^__-
after tt went tuition.. got pri5 students today as ester was not there.. hehz.. next friday the kids are having their "studying camp" and we are going to be there as well.. anyone got good ideas of games to play with the pri sch kids? haha..

It's time to make a studying timetable for my promos.. i'll also pray hard tt mr low dun slaughter us next week..

haven been here for 2 weeks.. too tired to blog.. haha.. i'm drowned under the pile of homework and tests and SPA everyday.. plus this is PW week! staying back everyday to complete PW written report.. it's torturing.. haha.. but i'm glad to say tt we are almost done with it le! i'm proud of my group~ hope our hard work will all pay off! =)

hMmz.. let mi see.. seems like there are too mani things to blog.. but i've forgotten =x hehz..
SPA SPA SPA.. i thought i could have done better for this chem and physics spa.. but haiz.. everytime sure do something wrong somewhere.. dOtx..

diu lian thingy happened on wed.. *not again* haha.. but sad case yes.. lolx. After e-club.. Mr Tan scared mi on the bus and i jumped.. oh well.. retribution of not letting jas sit outside instead.. haa!

tonight was quite happening.. missed tuition for the ever first time.. and stayed around with jas, na and matt.. funny thing happened at tampines mrt station.. ling na was trying to vie with mi for the same path to scan our ez-link cards on our way out.. den in the end i scanned my card and she was in front of mi.. i couldn't get out! haha.. i got a shock and quickly pushed her out and ran out myself too.. hehx.. den yi pian hUn luan! lolx. na also dunno whether she got scan her card as i pushed her out~ haha.. so funny.. in the end we ended up laughing like some mad pple at the mrt station.. ;)

oH ya! and i wAiting fOr a pUblic apologY fRom *SoMeoNe* oH~! *hEhz* Listen uP "R & B" member #5!

Finally comes the long weekend! haha.. but i think the 5 days weekend still not enough for mi.. =X busy week.. until today den i got some time to blog.. hehz..

Now have yu pian mian for both tuesday and thursday cos of the overwhelming response and high demand.. haha! *my own logic!* ;)

Last wed went to VJ for the stock market talk.. damn boring.. bcoz of the talk i missed 1 period of my chem tutorial.. den go there still kena scolded.. wad the.. i'm NOT going to go there next week.. i have to do my chem hands-on anyway.. ms foo sucks to the core.. stupid biased woman!

i've realised that i realli have a low tolerance for voice levels.. yeah.. i feel like killing someone when they just can't keep their mouth shut! i realli wonder will some pple die if they talk less or softer? i can't stand attention-seekers.. as well as those pple with an empty brain and try to act funny.. argh.. they better be careful or i will just shout at them in public..
Sounds mean? haha.. but some pple realli.. haix.. dunno wad to say also.. =/

Friday was national day celebration.. performance was not bad i think.. although half the time i'm not concentrating.. haha! after celebration we went back to ahs to look for miss tay.. ended up in TM with her.. walking with her in TM is like walking with some big celebrity.. ahs students will just keep staring at us.. lolx.
after miss tay left.. mi, jas, jer, matt, and na went for pool.. ok i admit tt i'm a BIG light bulb.. but wad to do.. bleahx.. =p tt's also the first time tt i ever held the stick.. lolx.. thx jer and jas for teaching mi how to play pool! although i noe i beri jia lat la.. ~.~
after pool we proceed to pasir ris for Thrill Drive! yay~ haha.. got a little too hiGh tt day.. after tuition the [pulp, park and pub] too.. lolx!

Saturday went temasek primary for another interview.. it's not as nice as the first bahz.. tt teacher da fei shuo wen one.. haha! but we were quite efficient tt day.. evaluation, writing down of interview and research to make our file thicker (lolx!) all done in a day! totally drained after tt.. but at least we are one step closer to our written report.. haha.. i realli can't say how lucky i am to be in this group.. yeah.. all of us worked hard.. i can't imagine if i'm placed with some other pple..

Today went wb's house for mj with him, tw and gina! hehz.. this is one of the activities i wun ever miss in holidays =D and my luck also not bad sia.. haha~

haix.. sad all of a sudden.. my luo han yu died a few hours ago.. reason of death: unknown. it may be the brain concussion tt it suffered tt day when the motor fell.. =__="
suddenly remembered someone said this to mi before.. "everything happens for a reason".. today afternoon was still toking about life and death with terry and geraldine at Jack's Place.. den tonight the fish died.. i think i'm thinking too much..

I think tt i'm suffering from excessive stress nowadays.. hiakx.. things always seem to be piling up.. PW is enough to kill a person.. i'm thinking of dropping a subject.. which is either chem or econs.. but i'm not sure whether this is a right decision.. must find mr low drink coffee sometime.. haha..

dunno wad to blog about liaoz lehz.. my life is getting more and more unhappening nowadays.. lolx. everyday is just like a routine..

waiting for the yahoo! pool to load now.. haha.. i'm hooked onto this game manz.. all thx to jeremy.. haha!

someone reminded mi it's just 8 weeks to promos.. quite scary eh? haiz.. but there are too mani things to do and worry about before tt.. haha.. on one hand i can't wait for this 2 years of JC life to pass.. on the other hand.. it's like so scary to think tt i have to sit for promos and A levels.. =/

Wednesday went for the blood donation drive.. but.. due to unforeseen circumstances.. i can't donate blood! haha.. the doctor says i'm underweight.. and told mi to go back next year.. lolx.

Thursday missed mass PE again.. 3rd time in 3 weeks.. haha! funny thing happened in canteen.. lolx. mi and jas shouted at the same time cos we saw something.. so diu lian.. >_< haha.. i also din eat yu pian mian for the first thursday in dunno how mani weeks.. not high enough.. hehz.. but in the end also quite high la.. sit at the market there listen to wang xin ling's ai ni.. hahaha~

Friday went for my first PW interview.. can say tt it is beri successful!! except tt terry's MD dun have batt in the middle of the interview.. lolx. interviewed yu neng primary's PE head.. yu neng is like such a fit sch.. anyone with kids who are fat can send them there.. surely get thin one.. haha.. they even control the kid's diet during recess.. not a single fried food sold in the canteen.. i think i'm going to die if i'm controlled like this.. lolx. the teacher is also beri friendly and even bought us milo after the interview.. i think doing interview is so much better den surveys and writen reports.. haha..
after tt went tuition.. taught the primary 3s again.. nearly fell asleep there.. haiz.. it's the fault with the times-table which they just dun seem to get.. haha..

E-club on saturday.. 9am to 3pm.. tired.. the first part of the day bu ti ye ba.. lucky i din get ms foo as my teacher.. or else i can go bang wall! washed 4 cars in the afternoon.. hehz.. if i never remember wrongly.. the 1st car i wash was SDQ9657J.. lolx. first car i wash in my life =)  actually it was quite fun washing those cars.. i prefer tt to distributing the flyers =__="

Slept alot since the car wash yesterday.. haha! dunno y i'm so tired..

updates on my results..
 
Physics - 49 (D)
Chemistry - 43 (E)
Maths C - 50 (D)
Economics - 42 (E)
G.P - 44 (C6)
 
haha.. quite pathetic huh.. but at least i din fail any subject.. phew.. lolx! mr low still told mi my results are NOT BAD.. but i think it's quite bad.. hahaa~ shall work hard so tt this wun appear in my promos? i hope so.. hehz..
 
This week is quite a slack one.. no tests.. onli tutorials to complete.. i'm struggling with gravitation.. after 1 whole week of tutorials.. i onli understood it a few hours ago.. haha! haiz.. this is physics in JC.. u wun ever noe wad in the world is the lecturer and teacher toking about.. lolx.
 
hmmz.. monday had a blood donation talk.. i can't believe tt i'm actually going to donate blood next wednesday.. haha! no choice since my name was written up there by someone else =/ lolx. no la.. hopefully i dun run away from tt BIG needle.. haha.. but knowing tt we can save 3 or 4 lives everytime we donate blood is great motivation.. hee`
 
thursday was yu pian mian day again.. haha.. but this time nothing exciting happened.. until after tt.. lolx! PW on thurs was tiring.. we were all trying hard to speak in proper english and engage in a conversation tt is actually "fake".. i hate this observation thingy.. but i think my group did perform quite well tt day.. haha..
 
Friday had a nice physics lecture.. haha! dun ask mi wad tt mr chan is toking about.. he talks faster than a machine gun.. haiz.. but the lecture was interesting in another aspect.. lolx. the clapping action was so lame.. hee`
Came back from tuition not long ago.. due to some unforeseen circumstances.. i was transferred to teach the primary 3 students instead of primary 5! haiz.. not beri gd arh.. nearly vomit blood there.. haha.. who wun when we are looking at students who practically look around aimlessly for the whole of 2 hours and complaining tt their teachers are wrong instead of themselves? lolx. i gave up on them.. so poor jansen had to attend to them =x so i went to teach the other 2.. the guy din speak a word for the 2 hours and the girl spend 15 mins on her timetables.. hiakx.. i miss teaching Ryan!! As compared.. he is like so obedient and clever.. haha~
 
Thought tt i could catch up on some work this weekend.. but in the end i have a PW meeting tml.. going to temasek primary to interview the teacher.. hope it's going to be successful!