Many things happened at work in recent months.. One phrase to summarise it all - 日久见人心. People who once look friendly on the surface doesn't mean he's not stabbing u from the back. And people who seems unfriendly doesn't mean they are not nice to you either. I've learnt...

Some time ago i was super mad at someone.. I can't even rem when was the last time i was so mad. And he did it.. Well done. But this also made me realise.. I'm not someone you can meddle with. If you bite me, I promise to bite you back. Somehow, I'm quite proud of that.. My ability to protect myself.. Haha! And recently I also realise that I can do and say anything when i'm not happy.. Hmmm..

I suddenly rem the reason why i chose engineering, or part of the reason anyway. I seriously will prefer working with machines & graphs & excel sheets & results than people. Those things are complicated but at least they don't show u a smiling face but feels otherwise underneath. Those lifeless things are complicated yet simple in their own way. At least they don't have feelings and won't affect my feelings!

No reason for this particular random post, neither am i too bothered about things at work. Just felt like blogging about this at this moment. But i guess its part and parcel of life to meet difficult situations at work. I try to convince myself that as long as it doesn't kill me and I still get paid, nothing's too bad =x It's just work right? Just change job if not happy! 看开一点啦~

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Caught 'Rise of the Planet of the Apes'.. It's goooooood! Like really good! Go watch it if you haven't! But I wouldn't say that the apes are cute animals.. In fact they looked even more scary now after i watched the movie =x

还有眼泪就好 - 张惠妹

如果我能忍住不哭

假装我什么也不知道
你会不会停留

直到我能用力微笑

如果我不期待拥抱

好让你放心走得轻巧
你能不能回头

勉为其难 对我安慰

不要 自找 烦恼

* 难道爱情虚有其表

还是太认真才输掉
想不开 就不想

得不到 就不要

谁说分手不曾预料

只有走得慢点就好
不要天茺地老

只有哭到睡着 *

如果我不期望回报

承认感情从来没公道
你会不会后悔

你把我抛弃得太早

如果我纵容你选择

还为你幸福大声祈祷
你会不会听到

我在内心曾经求饶

不要 太快 逃跑

晚了 别闹

很多道理我都知道

流完泪水就能做到
想不开 就不想

得不到 就不要

谁说分手不曾预料

只要好来好去就好
不要哭得太吵

否则怎么睡着

只要 还有 眼泪 就好

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories

Scattered all around the floor

Reaching for the phone 'cause

I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

* It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

Said I wouldn't call

But I've lost all control

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now *

Another shot of whiskey

Can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping

In the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

* It's a quarter after one

I'm a little drunk

And I need you now

Said I wouldn't call

But I've lost all control

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now *

Whoa, whoa

Guess I'd rather hurt

Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call

But I'm a little drunk

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

闭上眼睛，细心聆听这首歌..

刚开始觉得这张专辑没怎么样，但真是越听越好听！她下次来开演唱会，我要去！！

Just saw this pic on a friend's blog.. HOW TRUE IS THIS?

I'm sad to say, it's seems to be true to a certain extent.. Is this supposed to be a happy or sad thing?

I'm so glad tml is a public holiday!

Met up with pri sch form teacher and gang last night at Harry's Bar at Chijmes.. For a catch-up over dinner.. I treasure such meet-ups.. Its like a once in 2-10 years affair.. Although we weren't especially close to her.. But talking about the past makes one feels heartwarming. And it's good to know that she's doing well.. I guess its unavoidable that topics drift to marriage and stuff these days.. Sigh.. Makes one feels damn old! And talking about school days like they were just yesterday.. But in fact they were 12 years ago =..( Sometimes i really wish one can travel back in time.. Pri sch was indeed a wonderful period of my life.. Where i met trustworthy friends for life =)

On a sidenote, i really quite like Harry's Bar.. Food's good.. atmosphere's good.. And i just couldn't resist ordering Erdinger everytime i visit some bar these days.. I've kind of grown to like beer.. Haha.. It's a good place to relax and have a good chat with friends!

Magic Tricks Workshop! [040811]

One of the best workshops to date! Haha.. We were taught by this professional magician, Kyle Ravin.. And he's a singaporean! Admire his courage to come this far bcos of his love for magic. Like all magicians, he's a good entertainer..

The items we learnt:

1. Making 3 balls pass through solid cups and appear under them

2. Making red sponge balls vanish or multiply and appear somewhere else

3. Making matches vanish mysteriously

4. Cutting a rope into 2 and making it appear as 1 again

5. Mind reading

6. Locating a selected card from a deck without looking at it

7. Turning paper into money!

These are just really simple tricks to him.. But it definitely requires alot of practice and coordination to do it well! I have no courage of performing in front of anyone yet.. Hahaha

The repetitive practicing really makes me admire magicians.. You must repeat something so long and so hard to make it perfect to your audience.. Although it was only a short 2 hours workshop.. But the practicing part is enough to make me give up very soon i guess.. You try so hard to 'make the magic' to the point that you can't deceive yourself it's magic anymore.. I prefer to be the one to watch someone perform and believe that IT IS MAGIC. Lol.

It's just like i prefer to believe in fairytale rather than being the one who writes the story and knows that the story is not real.. yeah maybe i just prefer to live in illusions.. haha

Nonetheless, it was a great workshop!