I Miss You - 光良

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我想有一个美好结果

为何最后总是来不及

相信有一天变成过去

现在分开无所谓

就当一首短短插曲

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我不害怕 反正不会太差

有时候需要放下

才能看见向前的步伐

放手总带不走一些牵挂

一些忘不掉的牵挂

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Oh because I miss you

Yes I miss you

想你在心里种出一棵大树

Yes because I miss you

要走得不能抓得住

我也很想告诉我自己 不能哭

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Yes I miss you

有一天我不会在你掌心

紧紧握住 我们的幸福

我把所能给的全都付出 我很满足

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就算眼泪快要夺眶而出 我会忍住

遗憾。。是很可怕的感觉。。

为什么人一定会在错的时侯做出错的决定?

I need a good sleep, 但我不想闭上眼睛.. :(

当我知道你们相爱 - 何维健

放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈

还记得我们曾是彼此的唯一
接受了我们情侣关系的是你
没结果了 放弃 挽不了 逃避
体验过了 无数 个复杂 爱情

某一晚在街灯下巧遇
我问候 你回应
发现你不是单身的你 Girl

* 当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋

当我知道你们相爱
我的心底泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待 等待著未来 *

放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈

床底的箱子里一叠叠的回忆
再厚的思念释放以后就忘记
没结果了 放弃 挽不了 逃避
体验过了 无数 个复杂 爱情
某一晚在街灯下巧遇
我问候 你回应
发现已不再眷恋著你

我躺在我的沙发上
看着我们的照片一张接一张
I don't know since when 那感觉不一样
你的美 现在已放在我心上
每分 每秒 每个角落
我会不停的探索 寻找完美的恋曲
Move on, Move on, Move on

放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈

Here's a post to end my 2010.. Yup i know its abit late.. But i wasn't in the mood to do any conclusion for the year because of some reason. I've decided that its time now to end my 2010 and embrace 2011~

I would say 2010 was a rollercoaster.. Happiness and sadness.. with lots of changes in life. In fact, i think it was as bad as 2007 when alot of things happened. Probably i'm slow, or things are moving much faster without me knowing it. Somehow pple always choose to abandon me when i needed them most. I seriously don't know why. Ok maybe 'abandon' is too strong a word to use.. But.. yeah you get the idea and that was wad i felt. I hope all these are left in 2010.. please don't follow me yea..

The first part of the year was still studying for my final final exams.. It was a relaxed semester, and i guessed i really enjoyed my last few months in sch.. haha!

Then the graduation trips came.. Such an enjoyable period when there's nothing to worry about.. How i miss those times..........

The biggest change would be the switch from a full time student (for 20 years?) to a working adult.. Actually, after being thru IA and temp jobs, i would say i didn't take very long to adjust to this new life. Just that i'm never going back to be a student again. The usual temporary arrangement has become permanent.
Actually, this new life isn't that bad, really. Maybe one of the luckiest thing that happened to me was that I found this satisfactory job. Furthermore, working really gives you alot more spending power.. No one can deny that.. And that feels good. But the worst part about working life is, i'm feeling so lost with no aim and no direction for my future. Last time you work hard and look forward to the end of exams, then enjoy the holidays, then look forward to a new sem and the next holiday and the cycle repeats till you look forward to graduation. Its all about working hard to achieve what you want to achieve. But after i started working i realised i'm really lost. Climbing to the top of the management in my job isn't my priority in life. Yes, I'll work hard for whatever i need to do and learn more things along the way. But getting a promotion and having more power isn't exactly the thing i need. It actually doesn't matter much to say the truth. Maybe you will think that i have no 志愿, but i know my own dreams best.. This is not what I want and what I want is currently not achievable. I guess i just have to find some way to spice up my life.. Haha

It was a quiet countdown for New Year this year.. the girls came over to my place for a stayover and we chatted till the wee hours before falling asleep. Haha.. Come to think of it, a quiet christmas and quiet new year for 2010.. As you grow older you find no point in going out to squeeze with the crowds.. its only the company that matters, doesn't matter where you go for the countdown..

I rem ade mentioning about making new year resolutions.. She said making resolutions and making wishes are different - you can make resolutions happen but wishes never come true. HOW TRUE. I totally agree with it. And thinking about it now, i realised i only make wishes every year but not resolutions (it happens when your birthday is so near to new year i supposed.. lol). I don't make resolutions bcos firstly, i never really sit down and think about what i want in the following year bcos usually i'll end up with no idea. Secondly, if something is within my control, I'll do my best to achieve it.. so i find no need to make resolutions. But for wishes, every year you hope something good will happen to you, so i guess i'll still not give up on making wishes.. even the most impossible ones.. Haha

It will be the same for this year. I'll still make wishes. I think it's the same logic as pple buying 4D. It's like buying hopes..

Oh and thank you everyone who wished me happy birthday in one way or another~ I'm thankful that i'm not forgotten :) Esp teresa, who called me at 11:59:55 and count down to my bday with me over the phone.. 有心了! I really appreciate it *hugs* Ok.. Birthday blog posts another day.. =x

Bye 2010 and hello 2011, lets treat each other well alright? please..

是时侯放手了。

Fq's Bday Celebration [161210]

Had ala carte buffet at Momoya Japanese Restaurant.. It was actually better than i expected~ The dishes come in small portions so can order more varieties.. And $30++ is considered quite reasonable for the buffet bah..

But the highlight of the day was the super nice Passion Fruit Meringue from The Patissier! The cake is like the BEST i've ever eaten so far!! Initially we were worried that no one would finish up the cake bcos it was 6" and there was only 5 of us and we were all full from the buffet.. But we were fighting for the last piece after we had our share.. Hahaha..

Wb's Bday Celebration [191210]

Tony Romas for lunch.. Then chilling at Coffee Club after.. (as usual.. lol) Tony Romas is not bad but too meaty for my liking..

Visited Mint Toy Museum after that.. The museum was quite a disappointment i feel. I expected the museum to be bigger and have more life-sized cartoon characters to be around.. But somehow it's mostly small toys inside and some of them are not the common ones we expect. No pics cos i haven gotten it haha

Dinner at Pornsak's Thai Restaurant, "Porn's" after that.. He's there too.. haha.. we were sitting near the door and everytime anyone walk past, they will stop for 5 secs to look at him den walk off.. Lol. Food's not bad but there's very little variety available..

Christmas Eve [241210]

Teo Heng till 10pm bcos it was fully booked after 10pm -.- And i booked 3-4 weeks in advance! Zzz.. now everyone knows where to get cheap ktv..

Cafe cartel to nua and countdown after ktv.. Haha.. There's hardly any soul in the restaurant except us.. What a quiet christmas.. Lol

Christmas Gift Exchange @ Gina's place

Our yearly routine~ Had zhu chao for dinner.. German bridge was quite fun!

Happy 6 months to me and Senoko.. lol.. That's my confirmation letter!

Yes, i finally ended my very long probation today~ exactly 6 months from the day i started working!

Although I wouldn't say that time past with a blink of an eye, but somehow the 6 months still past considerably fast.

I'm thankful that i got myself this job at my 2nd interview, although i wouldn't say it's the most perfect job that i would like to do. Nonetheless, it is still an experience to be able to work at a power generation company, learning electrical stuff! There's still much to learn.. Lets see how long more i'll give myself at this place.. haha

I'm also thankful for the colleagues i met in the company.. Most are nice people who offered me alot of help along the way.. (And did not scold me for doing the wrong things lol!) But I always hoped there are more fresh grads here to pull down the amazingly high average age of employees.. Lol~

Oh.. Did i mention the monday blues went away for some time already? Haha.. I guess this is called getting used to the mundane working life.. Sigh.. On a more optimistic note, this also means that my job isn't dreadful.. Haha~

Yup it has been great and i hope it will continue to be good :)