Just finished an episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi.. Once again.. wang shao wei's the onli one i cry for =..( Why does he have such ke lian roles in every show he acts in! grrr.. Always more ke lian den the leading actor and actress..

I know why i like watching such dramas alot.. Dramas leads u away from reality for a period of time.. U will put yourself in their positions and roles.. And think about the decisions they made.. At least it appears to be like this for me..
Sometimes pple think that dramas are unreal.. And laugh at the decisions the characters make.. But i think in real life.. It does happens.. People make very wrong decisions.. Only that there is no one around to watch ur life and judge u.. I always think that if i'm that particular character inside.. I would definitely not make that decision.. But in real life.. It's always a different story when u really met those circumstances..

Initially i thought that this show is only funny and crappy.. Those u watch to have a laugh and to relax.. But well.. The ending proved me wrong (although i haven reach the VERY end yet).. Haha~ I think the story realli gets quite sad in the end.. Dunno why this show makes me think alot.. Maybe it's closer to something pple would encounter in real life.. Compared to the jiu dian feng yun i finished not long ago.. Haha~

I suddenly think that actors and actresses are very li hai pple.. They can make u love them and hate them in the roles they played.. I initially thought one of the lead actors in jiu dian feng yun is shuai one.. But towards the end of the show.. I think he's really irritating! Already cannot stand him liao.. Lol~

I think i really have over-dosed of dramas nowadays.. Heh~


对的时间，遇见对的人，是一生幸福。
对的时间，遇见错的人，是一场心伤。
错的时间，遇见错的人，是一段荒唐。
错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息。

Finally the exams are over! What a long exam.. 3 whole weeks! Seems longer than any exams i've ever taken.. And until the last week of exams.. Already no momentum liaoz lohz.. Haha.. But i'm glad everything's over!

Uni exams seems like taking A levels.. Or more hiong than A levels.. I dun remember mugging so hard for A levels.. Or did i already forget? I still have 7 sems ahead *Lol*.. Means i seem to have 7 more 'A levels' to take.. Hahaa~ Even A levels also dun have 6 papers to take loh.. heh..

Well.. But studying hard doesn't promise good results though.. At least i think so for the time being.. All the papers are not easy.. And esp. physics.. I'm scared i will da bao for it lohz.. Haiz.. The rest of the papers are okay.. I just pray and hope that i won't have to ever see physics 2 and computing again!

Unhappy things aside.. It's holidays! Finally time to take a good 1 month break.. Time really flies since uni started.. 1st sem is over.. I'm not looking forward to my core modules next sem though.. Argh.. When is environ. modules coming??!! Come to think of it.. It has only been about 4 months plus in uni.. Yet so mani things have happened.. Haha~

I remembered going to the 1st lecture with Pei Sze.. And with William too after that.. Feeling happy bcos at least there is someone i know to pei me attend lectures..

I remembered going to the 1st tutorial in week 2.. Feeling anxious cos i dunno who i will find in my class.. Bumped into Adeline in the lift before i even reach my classroom.. I guess it's fate =) We realised that we are classmates after getting out of the lift.. And super blur her thought that the classroom was locked when we actually had to push the door open instead of pulling it.. Haha! Got on really well with her after that.. I'm glad to have her around~

I remembered having the first class outing with A30 at Fish and Co.. At that time we were only starting to know each other.. And louis offered to fetch me there when we din realli talk much before except on msn.. lol.. But i think after that outing everyone knew everyone else better.. Credits to Junwei!

I remembered when A30 pple got to know each other better already.. We met for badminton on fridays at SRC.. Packet lunch to eat in classroom before lessons and crap around.. Laughing at lionel and donghao's lame jokes.. I've never seen more lame and funny pple around.. They never failed to make me and ade laugh like mad.. Those were good times spent with them =)

I remembered the helpful guys who always taught us girls physics.. And we in turn teach them chem.. Haha~ At least they are pple around to help me with chim homework~

I remembered chatting with them online almost every night.. Talking about anything under the sun.. And also gossiping.. Tsk~ Lol!

I remembered mugging with louis and ade weeks before exams started.. At first it was a few hours in the afternoon.. When exams are near.. louis studied with me in the studyroom for more than 12 hours a day some days.. Lol~ It sounds really mad.. But at least he stressed me and motivated me to study.. Haha~

Woah.. What a long post.. I dunno wad made me think back on all these suddenly.. Maybe it's good memories.. I will always remember this class i have.. But then again.. Some of us ended in different allocated classes next sem liao.. =( Dunno what will be the final arrangement and whether we can successfully change back to the same class.. I hope next sem i will still be with most of them.. And meet other pple who's like those i've already found~

Yup.. That's about it! I've got alot of things to do this holiday! Seems like 1 month isn't enough.. But.. Better than nothing lar.. Haha~ If anyone has lobangs for jobs for a few days like gift wrapping for christmas or something inform me okay! Need some $$ to sponsor my shopping sia =X In the meantime.. I've got about 8 HK dramas to finish.. Sure can't finish one.. Haha~ Plus meeting up for shopping.. Badminton.. Kbox.. etc.! Today's onli my first day of freedom.. My plans starts tml! =D

Only 2 weeks more to exams..

Glad that effective comm presentation is over.. 1 thing down.. But there's still so many things to study and catch up on! Especially physics and computing..

Spending hours in studyroom.. Luckily i still have a computing pro with me.. Lol.. The only an wei thing is u know there's someone there to help u when u are feeling helpless..

Life is still good except the mugging part.. Haha~

I guess i wont be blogging anymore till after exams.. Unless something interesting happens of course.. lol~

So.. Cya all after 1st dec..

Look at this..



Heh! Actually it came from this..



So.. Does it look like me? =D

So xian mu pple who can draw well! If only i could.. For those who has seen my art piece before.. u all know how bad it can be lar.. Hahaha~ Anyway this was done by Frank.. for me.. foc! Heh~ Big thanks to him!! :) Anyway this may not be his final art piece cos he edited it again.. Haha~ Perfectionist..

And all these are also done by him(using a mouse..)! Some of A30 peeps~







Artistic huh.. Argh.. I'm jealous! Heh~

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I feel that i've found back something that i thought i lost for some time.. Happiness in having good friends around! Not that i do not have frens who's always around.. But i just do not have this feeling for a long time.. I thought i may not be able to find good frens in uni.. But i'm glad i have a bunch of A30 pple around.. They make my life happier.. definitely~

Sometimes i wonder.. Why do we experience unhappiness during a period of our lives? It makes me think.. Whether the happiness i have now is compensation for the period of ultimate unhappiness? Sometimes i think that life is fair..
But seriously.. After a period of unhappiness.. You will learn to be satisfied with every little bit of happiness.. Maybe that's wad make humans treasure.. Treasure every bit of happiness given to you.. Don't think that it's too little.. You will never know what that little bit of happiness meant until you lose it..
I've never taken anything for granted.. Since many years ago.. But i still lost it.. But i know that unhappy period of time makes me a stronger person.. Maybe this is life.. No matter wad it is.. I'm glad it's all over!
Now.. I treasure every bit of happiness that i can hold on to :)

I can't tell you how relieved i'm now.. To survive today.. Haha~ Nvm about it.. So now.. Time to study hard for exams! It's just less than 1 month to exams =__="

Anyway i had a super busy weekend.. Don't even have enough time to sleep lohz.. But that makes my weekend seemed longer.. Haha~ Cos i spent too little time slping lar..

Friday night went back to PRFSC.. Sort of a gathering but the main purpose is actually have a farewell for manfred.. who's leaving for further studies overseas.. Hmm.. reached there at about 11pm.. Had pizza although i was feeling quite full.. lol.. Den mj all the way till 5am.. At 5am i realli cmi liaoz.. Haha~ So got david to take over while i catch some slp.. At 7am woke up again for Mac breakfast.. Lol~ After which everyone also cmi liaoz.. So we proceeded home..

Onli managed to catch 3 more hours of slp lo! Woke up at 12pm on sat cos i have to study for my econs test.. I think i'm onli half awake most of the time.. Heh..

Sunday evening had gathering with the girls and also guys this time round.. Nan de arh.. But too bad tiff can't make it! So that left 8 of us.. Really very long never see the guys liaoz.. Especially cw.. Haha~ Went for dinner at changing appetites den kbox~ So long never go kbox liaoz.. But gotta leave before the 3 hours was up cos they have to go home.. Wb has to book in.. And us ntu pple has to 'book in' too! Lol.. But glad that we're able to meet up.. :)

真实 - 张惠妹

你说的话 在我心中生了根
爱得很深 所以心会疼
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍 不需要天份
只要爱错一个人

* 心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子 *

-- Complicated. --

Presenting..


A30! My uni tutorial class~ Heh.. Okay lar.. Only part of my class.. Taken during our first class outing~

Clockwise from the 2nd row: Jiatong, Junwei, Alvin, Wenjie, Donghao, Lionel, Louis, Me, Adeline, Lihui and Lavanya

Not bad hor.. So fast got class outing liaoz.. Really glad to be in A30! They are realli nice pple with the same 'frequency' as me! Haha.. Enjoyed the times spent with them.. Although we don't realli see each other much except in tutorials.. But luckily we have badminton together every week plus outings plus msn.. Bonding ahh.. Haha~

Anyway this photo was taken last fri during our outing to glass house Fish and Co. Lucky louis was nearby and offered me a ride there.. Heh~ Considered quite alot of pple turned up le lar.. not bad.. we were saying that we're lucky to be in a class without any ah tiongs..~ Lolx. And the guys keep saying lame jokes (like always!) and make us laugh like mad.. But i must say their lame jokes is got standard one lohx.. It's realli funny.. :)

Let's just hope most of us.. if not some of us are still be able to remain in the same class next sem huh..~ *Prays*