记得 - Zhang Hui Mei

我们都忘了　这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都会停的
让时间说真话　虽然我也害怕 在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后

谁还记得　是谁先说 永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后

我们都累了　却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　怎么说　怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么　也许你也不懂 两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中　看见了不同的天空
走的太远　终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

Meaningful Lyrics~

Finally completed my 2.4km run.. *Phew* Wanna say a big thank you to my class girls.. esp. terry yuenleng and geri.. If not for u guys i think i would have failed the run.. Heh~ This is the result of not running for too long den go and take 2.4.. Haha~ Din stop for the 6 rounds yet got such a terrible timing.. I realli run tt slowly.. Lolx. But since everything is over.. Yay~ No more Napfa for me~!

3 weeks and a few days more to prelims.. Haha~ This seems to be the fastest time to pass in these 2 years.. Maybe only having homework to worry about isn't such a bad thing after all~ Although tamp library seems to be my current 2nd home.. Hee`

Took class photo on wed.. It was so.. unprofessional.. *sigh* Think it will turn out worse den last year's one.. Our informal photo was taken at 1st storey with Mr.Verella at the 2nd storey.. And we were all looking UP.. i can imagine how bad that photo will look =__=" And formal photo also never wear tie one.. like so informal!

I missed my 2.4km run this week.. Haiz.. Means the whole world has finished Napfa except mi.. Boo.. Wad a time to get sick.. Din appear in school on thurs at all.. Haha~ I've been very guai1 in eating healthy soupy food these few days in order to get well soon.. Lolx. It has been long since i ate buffet eh.. Hehe`

Project Superstar ends here for me. These 2 weeks of results is totally disappointing.. 1st is Derrick.. And here comes Junyang and XinHui too.. =( Whoever wins the competition is quite bu guan wo de shi le la.. Haha~ i dun support both! Just when i thought the judges have some ears le.. den the guy and girl i support and achieved the highest marks got out.. Well~ Maybe their supporters are as poor as mi =P But for Xinhui i'm proud of her~ She has already made mi very happy by achieving the high marks and showing everyone her real ability! What she lacks is realli her looks and image la.. Definitely not her voice~ i can't believe i actually dislike her to quite a large extent at first.. But i guess her sincerity touched mi somehow.. Haha~ As for Junyang.. i think he's realli poor thing lar.. Haha~ What else can i say? i thought he 99.9% will win de lohz.. I've never been more shocked to see a contestant being eliminated from the competition.. Anyway it's still quite unbelievable that Junyang's Wayne is Lin Junjie! Hahaha~ No wonder they sing alike!

Poof.. There goes ALL my superstars! *Chanel*Derrick*JunYang*XinHui*

That's a sad ending =..(

Saw fireworks from my house on National Day! 1st time tampines got fireworks eh~ Haha~ Although i can onli see 50% cos of the block in front of mi.. Lolx. but it's better than nothing la.. it's quite nice too~

Had the 5 items Napfa test on friday.. It was ok i guess.. i managed to pass standing broadjump.. Lolx. passing it is already an achievement for mi ok.. Haha~ The rest of the items all got A and B.. wad a waste rite.. but it has been like this since primary sch! Ahh.. i just can't jump =__=" And i still have a 2.4km run next thursday.......... Sianz!

Derrick's out of superstar =..( I can't believe i dropped tears for him when he sang "Hen Xiang Ni".. Haha~ But i guess junyang needs this chance more than him now.. He can always make a comeback 2 years later!

Guru Camp 2005. I'm going! Heh~ Saw aunty norin's nick on msn tt day.. felt like going but i saw prelims waving to mi.. Haha! But cos of the lack of volunteers.. I was asked to go ;) Dunno whether tt's a good thing.. Lolx. But since i've already decided to go.. i shall an wei myself.. *It's only a 1 day event! And it motivates mi to study harder now.. Shall take that as a break bahz!* Actually i'm so looking forward to the camp.. I miss the kids =)

For my own viewing pleasure~ =)

I wonder wad i saw is true.. Shi XinHui got the highest marks in this week's competition!! Muahaha~ Finally the judges are making mi happy for once in the girls' competition~ *Hope i din get the wrong info! Haha!* Way to go~~ i'm waiting to see thursday's Superstar!

I love my 5 days break~ I think i slept back the hours i lost from the last few weeks.. Haha! And i have strange craving nowadays.. Went to buy Subway cos i realli feel like eating it tt day.. Madness.. Lolx.

Joke of the day:
Pple often give strange names to their children.. i think this is cool~ If you wan to have 3 children.. consider calling them proton, neutron and electron.. Den if u wan to call all 3 of them.. call ATOM! if u onli wan proton and neutron.. call MASS NUMBER.

Hahaha.. ok.. it doesn't sound funny when i typed it out.. But seriously it did that day.. i was laughing my head off.. lolx~

Blogging as i'm waiting for Superstar Results in 15 mins time.. Hoping the best for my TWO superstars Junyang and Derrick.. Hehx~ They rocks! junyang's getting cuter day by day.. Lolx. *hua chi* Seeing the guys' competition is so exciting.. The girls' one? Got no hope in it. The judges are just plain biased towards kelly lar.. i realli cannot stand it.. She's not as good as they say and i think Silver is not as bad as they say! Maybe 70% of the results by votes is good after all~ At least there's this chance that she will get out.. act cute act cute.. argh.. Sorry to those who like her but i feel realli agitated everytime i see her marks! i just dun think she deserves THAT kind of marks.. Hmph....

Got my entry proof for A levels today.. i dun have to pay for econs! Hurray~ This is better den the originally 50% discount! Hahaha~

Piano - Fan Yi Chen (& Derrick!) =)

白键是那一年海对沙滩 浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线
你的泪 我的眼
模糊 天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴 尘封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些 零乱 片段
* 如果爱还能再重来
我期待澎湃永远在
Oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱我已不存在
我希望有一段精彩
让回忆有所感慨 *
白键是现在我哀悼 昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再 弹一遍 手指却 只听见你的道歉


I'm so in love with this song now.. Haha.. Never realised this song is actually so nice until Derrick sang it.. Lolx. And i definitely like his version more! I've been seeing the clips more than 10 times in 2 days.. Heh heh..

Anyway the Superstar on wed is one of the nicest one i've seen so far.. All the 4 guys singing the songs look so sad and they sang until super nice~ Lolx. Went quite high after tt.. looked for the clips and someone.. erh.. no.. should be LeOn's TWIN sister forced mi to find pictures of leon for her! Hahaha~ Also dunno y that night so high..~ And thursday.. when results were announced i nearly got heart attack ah.. So nervous sia.. But luckily Derrick got in! Never wasted my 2 calls for him! =D *Phew* BUT! Chanel got out.. so sad! i got no qi dai in the girls' competition anymore.. Silver's the only hope left~! She must must must must jia you aahhhhhhH~!

Friday morning all of a sudden i was not feeling well.. and for the first time in my life i went to the sick bay.. LOL.. and i slept there for 2 periods.. just din felt like moving.. and terry came and rest too~ Haha.. After tt i got alot better.. wanted to go home le.. But due to unforeseen circumstances i ended up in tamp library =__=" Studied till evening still~ Hiakx..

My E700A is giving mi lots of problems since last month or so.. i HOPE the problem is settled once and for all le.. They are giving mi a 1 to 1 exchange for a new phone.. i dun wish to go back to the samsung service centre anymore! i can recognise all the staff there liaoz la.. Dotx.. i dun wan to see them anymore after this.. and they also wun wan to see mi ever again bahz.. Lolx.

Anyone seen the ER XIN baygon advertisement around? *Pui* The stupid 3D cockroach which is as BIG as mi is damn scary lar! Argh.. Like scared pple dunno they selling insectide like tt.. =__="

[ The HeArt hAs ReAsons that ReAsOn cAnnot kNow.... ]

I haven been blogging for a week.. Not that i dun feel like blogging or no time to blog.. It's just that i have nothing much to blog on.

School.is.BORING.

Anyway.. Went to orchard with wenie and gina last sat.. Long since i went orchard.. Haha.. Far East got some new corners to shop too.. But super broke nowadays.. Only did some window shopping.. Lolx. But it's ok.. we took neoprints though! Come to think of it.. my last neoprint with this gang of frens is like 2 years ago?! Gosh.. So long le..

School is getting stressful nowadays.. Everyone is working so hard.. and i'm still NOT in the mugging mood AT ALL. i see no point in reading all my notes again when i've just read them 3 weeks ago and wun be needing them in 8 weeks time.. i think i'm realli sLack.. Lolx. But the mood is just not there! HOw! Haiz..

My JCT grades..
Maths C -B
Physics - E
Chemistry - E
GP - C5

I should work alot harder =(

And watch less tv.. Haha.. i dunno y but i'm sort of hooked onto the tv nowadays.. ranging from tan pan zhuan jia to variety shows.. Lolx. and Superstar. Haha.. i shouldn't comment too much on those contestants here or else i may get scolded by pple.. Lolx. I hope Derrick and Chanel gets into the ban jue sai though! I like those two!

From mummy's stories.. i think tt woman in her company just sucks. Can't imagine there are such pple around.. EWw.. I told her if it's mi in her shoes.. i will just scream at the woman and throw a resignation letter right in her face! Haha.. i think my character's similar to my father's huh.. i absolutely can't stand such pple!

- 8 weeks to PRELIMS -
- Less than 4 months to A LEVELS -
- Life will be HArd from now onwards -
- But it will ALL be worth it -
- To LEAVE everything behind -
- AND start a NEW LIFE -
- JC Life -
- GOODBYE soon -
- I'm WAITING for that DAY to arrive -