Lucky - Britney Spears

This is a story about a girl named Lucky..
Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for make-up, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go.. "Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say..

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go.. "Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say..
*Repeat Chorus*

"Best actress, and the winner is.. Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for PopNews standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my God.. here she comes!"
Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
*Repeat Chorus*


This song sounds so sad now..

Schoolwork is still fine till now.. i hope i dun lack too much in the future.. like wad happen to my macroeconomics! Argh.. the macro part sux manz! i'm lagging too far behind.. wondering wad will happen to my test next tuesday.. Boo hoo! However.. i sort of found an interest in organic chemistry~ lolx. it's realli much more interesting than the topics last year.. although the memorising part sux too.. haha~ chem and econs are taking up too much of my time.. i'm neglecting my physics! Haiz.. it's hard to strike a balance in everything..........

Playing angel-mortal game with 11/05.. i sort of like this game.. the exchanging of letters and all.. the game haven realli started bahz.. pple in 11/05 dun seem to know how to play this game =__=" hope my angel and mortal will both reply to my letters in the future.. or else beri sianz le..

Mummy's not working next monday.. She promised mi she will cook curry chicken for mi! yay~ i have a craving for it since 2 weeks ago~ haha! And she also maybe not working for quite a few days near the chinese new year period~ Good! lolx. i won't have to face the 4 walls when i return home everyday..

Next week will be the start of the busy period lo~ econs and maths test.. and the week after will have chem SPA and physics test.. but i'm still not tt stress yet.. hahaa~

I saw the Phin's guy again today! He has become my motivation to go TM nowadays~ Oops =x Hee` But the way he walk really looks like *ahem* la.. or maybe i'm hallucinating.. wahaha~

And i'm really looking forward to Chinese New Year this year.. Also dunno why lehx.. haha~

CROWS.
A guy who needs reassurance like a girl. *Yucks i can't stand it*
Another who thinks he looks like some great person. *My foot*
Directly proportionate who thinks she is so great.
What kind of life am i having?
Feel like wearing ear plugs sometimes.
You are right..
They are just crows. and we are humans.
But somehow they just spoil my day. Every day.

For the first time in my life.. i hope time flies.
Yeah.. Fly as fast as possible till the end of this year.

我也很想他 - Stefanie Sun

那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化 我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎 我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了 有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得 那年我们三个许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分 我们都一样

Aunty Khim brought mi for a big feast today! Went to TM de Phin's to have lunch.. had sirloin steak and chowder soup.. yummy~ not bad lehx~ quite full after tt le.. but we still went to Gelare just next to it to have waffle with ice cream! xing fu bahz~ =) haha~ felt so full after eating it! i din even eat dinner today~ i'm still full now =x
Btw there's something i wan to add.. There's a waiter who is not bad looking at Phin's! *winkx* ;)
Luo Jia Liang is SO shuAi in Kungfu Soccer today! OMG~ i'm going mad! =D

i'm back after 1 whole week of lessons.. Back to normal school life.. which is no good. Although i can say tt my new timetable feels quite good up to now..

Chemistry test is finally over today.. phew.. i always feel so stress with chem tests.. haiz. BUT.. today got exception case.. i think i will not flung la.. haha.. i studied so hard le still fail i realli have to drop le lohz.. lolx. but somehow i think organic chem is more interesting as compared to the chapters last year.. although the equations and conditions are making mi mad.. haha~

New GP and physics teacher this year.. i think not quite a bad thing la.. haha~~

Physics teacher is Mr.Chan. The one who looks alot like sec3 Mr.Lam. LOlx~ He is quite good, lenient, blur and OUT OF POINT. Haha.. seriously. He can suddenly talk about some Newton's Law when we are doing DC Circuit =__=" But! I'm sure he's alot better den Mr.Tan.. at least his explanation is good and we understand wad he is talking about.. Hopefully my physics will improve alot under his guidance.. lolx~

GP teacher is Mr.Chin. He's funny, crappy, lame. He's the only teacher whose jokes are realli funny la.. unlike those lame ones whose jokes cannot make it but everyone still laugh.. i totally dun understand. Maybe he's slack la.. but his lessons are definitely more interesting den last year's ones.. i wonder how much did i learn last year.. Hmmz..

Ever heard a crow asking another crow to shut up?
And the problem is there are ALOT of crows around.
WTH.
SOS is still better.

I'm getting moodswings too frequently nowadays. Haiz.
Something's wrong with me. or the others.

*There's something missing in MY LiFe..*

Week of slacking just ended.. Boo HOO!
Next week resuming time-table.. cham liaoz.. sure got alot of tests coming up too.. Ahh!

I regret going to school early on thursday.
I'm glad i chose to appear late in school on friday.

Wanted to finish up more work today.. but ended up shopping for the whole day! Oh no! Haha.. I'm so happy today! Went to take neoprints with my family for the first time today~ Thanks to mi~ heh hehz.. Quite nice eh! But the machine no good la.. the background abit weird.. hahaa~ =)

Tuition's also not starting till February.. Sort of miss it eh.. I wish to get individual students this year.. dunno whether tt's possible.. haha~ hope i will not be stuck with students like elwin *cross my finger* Haha..

* Why do people only learn to cherish after they lost it? *

3rd day of school reopen.. school is super slack! haha! onli having lectures this week.. so onli having 1 to 2 lectures per day.. nan de arh~ everyday can come home so early! lolx.
Had the physics MCQ lecture test on the first day of school.. win liaoz lohz.. i din study finish.. haha.. haiz.. paper's not realli hard.. if studied..
Went to school at onli 10am yesterday.. lecture at 10.30am and they expect us to reach school and wait for 4 whole periods.. =__=" so i decided to have some more sleep at home.. heh heh.. onli 2 pple from my class were present at assembly yesterday.. lucky Mr Low was not there.. haha.. but tml and friday lectures start at 10.30am again! still deciding wad time should i reach the school.. haha.. but under Mr Low beri difficult lehx.. if i reach late everyday..
Timetable's out.. This year's timetable is SO much better den last yr's one! onli monday's long.. thursday and friday i'm released at 12.45pm and 12.00pm respectively.. good!

"Pan ni zhan dui" is nice~ was so heartbroken for Di Jun when Qiu Shili died.. haha~ but show's ending today.. cos almost everyone is dead =__=" i'm waiting for the show where luo jia liang and fann wong is acting together!

Oh ya.. and this year beri funny one.. i received 3 necklaces in total for my bday presents.. izzit now liu xing give necklace? hahaha =x

i'm offically 18! Hee` =)

Thanks to Jason, Zhiyong, Jm, Jean, Simin, Wenie, Zt, Wanwei, Pt, Cw, Lingna, Gina, Jasmine, Jeremy, Sookyee, Terry and Jiawei who remembered! Hope i din miss anyone out~ =D

Ok.. a few of my birthday wishes:

-> Study hard and get good A level grades!
-> My family and friends ALL happy and healthy!
-> Be happy =)

3 simple wishes.. if i can get them all i will be beri happy~ hee`

Today.. Kbox for 4 hours.. Shopping.. Took neoprints.. Den proceeded to my aunt's house.. Cut my square durian bday cake! It was nice.. hehz..

Oh ya.. anyway.. i got a RED E700A from daddy cos the market dun sell silver ones anymore! haha.. Ru yUAn Yi cHAng~

Specially for pt: Woman! Thx for spending my bday with mi~ i had a great time.. =) Also thx for the necklace and the PRICELESS simple present! haha.. i love it beri much~! Din noe i was actually looking at u buy my bday prezzie.. lolx! lucky i nv choose the other colour~! Haha.. i "dare to touch"! *haha! spoken in ur language* =x

2004 Recap

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Teaching primary school kids in Triple E Tuition Prog at Pasir Ris Family Service Centre.. i enjoyed it after some time =) And.. Earning some money through the 1st E-club venture.. haha..

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
eRh.. wad was my new yr resolution last yr? =P but i will definitely make some next yr!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Uhh.. dun think so..

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Not this yr.

5. What countries did you visit?
I nv go anywhere this yr.. sounds pathetic? lolx.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Happiness

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
270204, the day we got our O'level results.. i dun think got anymore le.. i should have did this survey last yr.. den i will have a list of dates coming out! *Sigh*

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting promoted to J2? Getting Good Progress Award? i dunno.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Unable to get along with some pple

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Illness.. small ones.. this seems to be the yr which i got sick the most number of times.. No injury..

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Erh.. i dun realli remember =)

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Dunno..

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
SOME pple lohz..

14. Where did most of your money go?
i dun realli noe.. haha! think is food bahz.. tt's not a good sign =(

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Dunno lehx.. can't think of anything..

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
None tt i can think of..

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Sadder.
b) thinner or fatter? Fatter.
c) richer or poorer? This one i not sure.. maybe richer bahz.. haha~

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Kan kai more.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
The time i spend in front of my comp.. haha~ And ya.. saying wad i shouldn't say =S

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent it at home with my family

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Nope =)

22. How many one-night stands?
I refuse to answer this.. i'm zheng jing one ok! haha~ or can refer to weiwen's answer ;)

23. What was your favorite TV program?
eRmz.. ren wo ao you? JC life = no life.. where got so much time to watch tv!

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Maybe not HATE. but dislike yes.. and quite a few..

25. What was the best book you read?
John Saul's Midnight Voices.. it's realli a nice book!

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
haha.. i dunno lehx..

27. What did you want and get?
More clothes? lolx. and maybe my new RED E700A =)

28. What did you want and not get?
Laughter like in 2003..

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Harry Potter? LOL. i dun like to watch movies actually =x not a lot tt attracts mi..

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
17.. Had a feast with my family at night.. all bcoz of the 1st day of school i din spend it fully.. haiz..

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
i still have my old frens with mi =)

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
huh.. i dunno lehx..

33. What kept you sane?
My determination.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
For 2004 onli arh? let mi think.. yan xing shu? 5566? And of course those i like before 2004.. haha.. The list goes on.. too many to mention =)

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
..................... Can i not answer this.. i'm realli not interested in politics.. *sigh*

36. Who did you miss?
All my old frens and teachers in AHS

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Geraldine maybe..

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson:
Nothing last forever.. Time changes everything. Let go when u need to.. there's no use holding on to something.. it will only make u more sad.. the 2 key words are "Kan Kai".. let the past stay in your heart as wonderful memories..

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Suddenly thought of the reason why i started this blog. It's to make mi remember something nice.. But in the end.. it seems like this happy thing is making mi unhappy for 2004. Ironic?

2004 coming to an end le~ Hmmz.. this year not realli a good year for mi la.. xi wang ming nian hui geng hao~! But with A levels.................................. Haiz! i'm starting to look forward to 2006~! lolx.

I shall post my new year resolutions with my birthday wishes later la.. since they are the same =)

Happy New Year to All~