waiting for the yahoo! pool to load now.. haha.. i'm hooked onto this game manz.. all thx to jeremy.. haha!

someone reminded mi it's just 8 weeks to promos.. quite scary eh? haiz.. but there are too mani things to do and worry about before tt.. haha.. on one hand i can't wait for this 2 years of JC life to pass.. on the other hand.. it's like so scary to think tt i have to sit for promos and A levels.. =/

Wednesday went for the blood donation drive.. but.. due to unforeseen circumstances.. i can't donate blood! haha.. the doctor says i'm underweight.. and told mi to go back next year.. lolx.

Thursday missed mass PE again.. 3rd time in 3 weeks.. haha! funny thing happened in canteen.. lolx. mi and jas shouted at the same time cos we saw something.. so diu lian.. >_< haha.. i also din eat yu pian mian for the first thursday in dunno how mani weeks.. not high enough.. hehz.. but in the end also quite high la.. sit at the market there listen to wang xin ling's ai ni.. hahaha~

Friday went for my first PW interview.. can say tt it is beri successful!! except tt terry's MD dun have batt in the middle of the interview.. lolx. interviewed yu neng primary's PE head.. yu neng is like such a fit sch.. anyone with kids who are fat can send them there.. surely get thin one.. haha.. they even control the kid's diet during recess.. not a single fried food sold in the canteen.. i think i'm going to die if i'm controlled like this.. lolx. the teacher is also beri friendly and even bought us milo after the interview.. i think doing interview is so much better den surveys and writen reports.. haha..
after tt went tuition.. taught the primary 3s again.. nearly fell asleep there.. haiz.. it's the fault with the times-table which they just dun seem to get.. haha..

E-club on saturday.. 9am to 3pm.. tired.. the first part of the day bu ti ye ba.. lucky i din get ms foo as my teacher.. or else i can go bang wall! washed 4 cars in the afternoon.. hehz.. if i never remember wrongly.. the 1st car i wash was SDQ9657J.. lolx. first car i wash in my life =)  actually it was quite fun washing those cars.. i prefer tt to distributing the flyers =__="

Slept alot since the car wash yesterday.. haha! dunno y i'm so tired..

updates on my results..
 
Physics - 49 (D)
Chemistry - 43 (E)
Maths C - 50 (D)
Economics - 42 (E)
G.P - 44 (C6)
 
haha.. quite pathetic huh.. but at least i din fail any subject.. phew.. lolx! mr low still told mi my results are NOT BAD.. but i think it's quite bad.. hahaa~ shall work hard so tt this wun appear in my promos? i hope so.. hehz..
 
This week is quite a slack one.. no tests.. onli tutorials to complete.. i'm struggling with gravitation.. after 1 whole week of tutorials.. i onli understood it a few hours ago.. haha! haiz.. this is physics in JC.. u wun ever noe wad in the world is the lecturer and teacher toking about.. lolx.
 
hmmz.. monday had a blood donation talk.. i can't believe tt i'm actually going to donate blood next wednesday.. haha! no choice since my name was written up there by someone else =/ lolx. no la.. hopefully i dun run away from tt BIG needle.. haha.. but knowing tt we can save 3 or 4 lives everytime we donate blood is great motivation.. hee`
 
thursday was yu pian mian day again.. haha.. but this time nothing exciting happened.. until after tt.. lolx! PW on thurs was tiring.. we were all trying hard to speak in proper english and engage in a conversation tt is actually "fake".. i hate this observation thingy.. but i think my group did perform quite well tt day.. haha..
 
Friday had a nice physics lecture.. haha! dun ask mi wad tt mr chan is toking about.. he talks faster than a machine gun.. haiz.. but the lecture was interesting in another aspect.. lolx. the clapping action was so lame.. hee`
Came back from tuition not long ago.. due to some unforeseen circumstances.. i was transferred to teach the primary 3 students instead of primary 5! haiz.. not beri gd arh.. nearly vomit blood there.. haha.. who wun when we are looking at students who practically look around aimlessly for the whole of 2 hours and complaining tt their teachers are wrong instead of themselves? lolx. i gave up on them.. so poor jansen had to attend to them =x so i went to teach the other 2.. the guy din speak a word for the 2 hours and the girl spend 15 mins on her timetables.. hiakx.. i miss teaching Ryan!! As compared.. he is like so obedient and clever.. haha~
 
Thought tt i could catch up on some work this weekend.. but in the end i have a PW meeting tml.. going to temasek primary to interview the teacher.. hope it's going to be successful!
 

i'm back in school having lessons again.. dunno wad to say about this.. maybe i shouldn't be typing this now.. i noe wad i type will sound realli negative.. haha.. dun take it too seriously.. i think i'm falling asleep already.. hehz..

i'm not looking forward to the starting of lessons as i would be in the past.. i dun feel like going back to sch at all.. not tt i realli suffer or wad.. it's juz tt the feeling of excitement and happiness is juz not there anymore.. i dunno y.. with the addition of failing every subject.. haha.. tt makes everything worse.. will comment on my results later.. dunno y i'm feeling so sad and stress now.. maybe tt's the result of a lack of sleep.. lolx.. i entertain myself with happy things in sch yeah.. but things juz doesn't feel right.. looking at some pple may make mi feel happier.. but the feeling of enjoying sch life is no longer there.. i realli need some motivation in order to appear in sch everyday!

Got back 3 papers by now.. Physics-49, Chemistry-41, Maths-50.. the worse results i've ever seen in my whole life.. haha.. lucky tt i already kan kai le.. or else i will be crying for every paper.. haha! every paper there are so many stupid mistakes.. hiAkx.. i promise tt i will not make them ever again in promos!! homework all piling in again.. time is juz not enough.. li shi chong yan.. haiz.. i can never get out of this life until i leave tj! i'm praying tt the next 1 and a half years of time will pass with the speed of lightning!

ok.. enough of the upsetting things.. recalling wad i had done in this week..

Monday went tongwei's house for mj with gina, tw and fengquan! haha.. i miss mj with them.. lucky we catch on every holiday and after exams.. hehz.. fq's luck was SO good at first! where got at the start zi mo 2 wu tai one.. lOlx. lucky my luck was not bad at the end too~ heehee`

Tuesday went back ahs after sch.. got my o level cert finally.. managed to find miss tay and tok to her for quite a long time.. regarding some *ahem* things also.. lolx.. he's leaving le.. suddenly all the wonderful memories came back to mi.. (pple dun xiang y y la.. it's not wad u think.. haha!) life's never ever gonna be the same as last yr's anymore.. hope tt he will come back after 2 yrs? to bring uS more laughter? *lOlx!* haha.. hope to meet him on the streets someday? but i always dun have such luck one hor pt? =P ahs has new blocks new classrooms new teachers' room.. it's nice.. but they dun feel familiar to mi anymore.. make mi think of the days when we r in the container classrooms and the teachers' room last time aGain.. *door incident.. and lotx more..*

Nothing much happened on wed.. got back my BIG FIVE analysis.. it states tt i'm introvert =/ lolx! yeah.. maybe i'm to pple i dunno.. and to some tj pple now.. haha.. i act AP la! yeah.. and as wad jas has said.. the wanted affection part.. lolx.. it was very high for mi.. 76.. haha! and i told her if it was wanted to change *****.. i sure reach a standard to 100.. {extremely high} haha.. too many things to list liaoz la.. the whole booklet is like so thick.. but paying 80 bucks for this pile of papers is not realli worth it manz.. no need it to analysis i also noe i got such characteristics.. hehz..

Thurs was supposed to be the HIGH day every week.. haha! but this thurs.. i think it's jas turn to be high la.. her yu pian mian taste nicer den mine lorh.. not fair! =D tj's yu pian mian realli not bad la.. even without "R & B" sitting there.. those who haven't try must realli go try it.. hahaha~

Friday was supposed to have sub-way duty.. but due to unforeseen circumstances.. i din do.. haha.. end up in long john with jas and hx.. were toking about some scary movies there.. funny.. haha.. after tt went to play thrill drive before i went to tuition.. lolx! not as nice as the last time la.. cos onli we two play.. still scared the guy hear us shout.. haha.. but although we onli played 1 time.. it's enough to make us jiao luan and have heart problems.. hahah!! tuition after tt was ok.. Ryan is quite clever actually.. i enjoy teaching him.. haha..

Studying hard at home tml.. lolx.. but dunno whether it will be successful.. =X Sunday have PW meeting at tony's house.. haha.. we will be like working in a factory.. lolx. 1 person do research, 2 person type the letters, the other 2 person do group annotation.. den we rotate.. tt's wad we decided on.. who ask tt rich guy got 3 computers at home.. haha!

yAy~ i'm back!! haha.. JCT is finally over!! hehz.. finally freed from facing physics chem econs and maths everyday~ lolx. hMmz.. wad did i dO this tWo wEeks..

fOr the whole of last week.. surprising din study at home.. went to pt's house to study instead.. lolx. dunno it's effective anot.. cos everyday we end up spending some time on playing *******.. haha!! *diu lian* but nvm la.. at least ku zhong you le~ hehz..

went to mr.tan's wife funeral last sat.. haiz.. who would have thought such a thing would happen.. seeing him so devastated.. xin li also bu hao shou.. zhui ke lian de is his 2 kids.. haiz.. hope he returns to his normal self soon..

after JCT ended yesterday.. i went straight to chalet~ lolx. midnight was watching the boring soccer match until i fall asleep.. haha.. seldom sleep for so mani hours during a chalet one.. but all thanks to the soccer match.. i think i caught about 6 hours of sleep.. lolx.
after so mani hours of sleep.. today morning refreshed sia.. haha! after the mac breakfast.. we proceed to the arcade~ hehz.. tt's the BEST part of these two days manz~ THRiLLiNg dRiVE rOckS~ hEehEe`! lucky we found tt it can take up to 4 players.. den mi, jasmine, weiliang and jeremy went to play.. after 1 time den addicted to it liaoz! haha! SUpER HiGH lORh~ lOLx.. the best thing is the machine wiLL sCrEam when we cRash into otHer cArs.. den mi and jas was shouting like mad for the 1st race! lOlx! after tt.. the consequent 3 races i think onli i screamiNg.. =P after tt they commented tt i can actually screaM like the machine! haha.. funny thing was.. weiliang who was sitting next to mi got influenced by mi and shouted too.. haha~ Qi2 jing3!~ after spending 3 hours in the arcade.. all of us jing pi li jing le! den see alot of pple outside white sands.. jas actually say they appear more like cArs to her.. haha.. *cRazY* =)

there's still 3 more days for mi to enjoy before sch officially re-opens.. haha.. dun feel like looking at my results.. i noe it's gonna be bAd.. but who cares.. just enjoy myself for now first~ hehz.. it's long since i felt so happy =)

3rd week of holidays have passed.. this is getting so depressing.. JCT is depressing.. but tt's not the worst.. the most depressing thing is i have to survive 10 weeks of school before it reaches another holiday.. haiz.. last week of holidays = chiong for my econs.. ~_~"

Hmmz.. let mi see what did i do during this week.. haha.. definitely not studying tt much.. hee..

Monday i guai guai stay at home study.. den got a call from sOMeoNe and i ended up in orchard on tuesday.. lOlx.. took neoprint again.. but it's a long time since mi and pt took one le.. haha~ bought a necklace although i told myself not to waste money before i went orchard.. haha! bo pian la.. the necklace is just to nice to resist! =X

Wednesday went to get my genting photos from joy.. shun bian back to see ahs choir with gina, xr and her.. first time i went back since i left.. hehz.. choir has changed quite alot.. i mean the pple.. guess i dun recognise both the sec1s and sec2s.. tt means i onli recognise half the choir.. haha~ most of the juniors have changed too.. the guys grew so much taller~ lolx. the prac makes mi thought of the days tt i was part of the choir and kena scolded as well.. haha~ couldn't get my o level cert coz su yun jie went home =__=" havta go back another day! but actually i dun mind.. haha.. i wan to see the new teachers' room!

Thursday was mass studying at tampines library.. haha~ pt lingna jas matt jer and mi~ but i think none of us has finished much tt day.. lolx.. later in the day more hun luan! hehz.. wanted to go straight home after library coz i was so hungry.. but ended up at "happy cup".. had a tok about some strange "phenomenon" we saw nowadays in jc.. it's sort of depressing for mi to see and remember all tt again.. but after half a yr.. i think i'm sort of numb to it le.. no wonder pple always say tt children zui tong zhen.. in the past din see such things and nv even thought tt i would see them in real life..

Friday was KBOX again!! haha.. sing one time addicted liaoz la.. lolx. this time we sang from 11am to 4pm! 1 more hour than the original time.. den we too paiseh to stay longer also le.. lolx. still remember the song "di yi shi jian" by f4.. haha! each of us sang each of their part.. come to think of it.. it's actually quite funny.. we still sang 2 times somemore.. hahaa~
*jas-jerry*lingna-vanness*huichin-zaizai*me-ken*

today had a short PW meeting.. den cont chionging my chem.. haiz.. dunno whether i will have time to blog next week.. maybe will be back onli after JCT..

i'm reaching the end of the 2nd week of holidays.. feel so slack after toking to pt yesterday.. haha.. i shall follow my timetable and study for the rest of the holidays! *cross my fingers* =P

Monday and Tuesday was e-club camp.. it was totally.. slack! lolx.. i think tt's the word to describe it bahz.. nothing much done in the 2 days..
1st day was ice-breakers.. wacko again.. but wacko's realli the best game to remember names.. lolx. den it was station games.. quite sianz actually.. but onli a few stations la.. a while later was lunch le.. haha! den after tt din do anything much lorh.. tt's the end of the first day..
2nd day was the game "quan ming chu dong qiang xian wan".. haha.. the chn U show.. i think the game is onli fun when it's played by celebraties la.. for us a bit sianz.. haha~ but i was happi tt the game wasn't amazing race.. totally sick of tt game.. haha! *thinking back at orientation..........* i pon sch coz of tt game =x slacked the whole afternoon away at east coast.. though it was quite shuang sitting under the shade with the wind blowing.. haha! but too bad it wasn't lang man at all.. hee` but i did enjoy la.. coz with lingna jas they all.. and we are always busy looking at *something*.. hahahA! =dEng dEng dEng dEng~= heh hehz! BBQ at night.. saw the guys played soccer.. we were thinking tt if it's us girls.. we sure fall before we even kicked the ball.. lolx! food was delicious.. although the curry and otar were so HOT!!

Wednesday.. went to rebond my hair.. haha.. did i just shocked some pple reading this? =x sit there and ROT for 6 hours.. hiAkx.. but looking at my hair i think it's quite worth it.. hehz.. finally my hair is straight~ yay~ haha..

Thursday went KBOX with jas huichin and lingna.. haha.. enjoy myself for near to 5 hours of singing~ hee` it's been long since i realli sang after leaving choir.. i think i do miss choir somehow.. haha.. still remembered some of the songs we sang near to the end.. "lang hua yi duo duo"- quite happi singing this song.. although i dun realli like it.. "One love"- tt's when jas and huichin turned crazy.. haha! "peng you"- *peng you yi shen yi qi zhou.. na xie re zi bu zai you..* this song has never crossed my mind tt it was touching before.. but somehow i felt something when i was singing it tt day..

Friday.. went back for maths mass tutorial today.. my class is planning for another class outing after JCT.. guess i will turn up this time.. haha.. after tt came back home with jas.. quite a happening afternoon? lolx.. went for tuition for the 4th time.. din teach again.. watched them do craft work.. was thinking how bad my art was in the past =|

tml and sunday i shall fa fen tu qiang and study!

I dunno how to describe my feelings now.. abit excited? abit gek sim? haha.. wenie u win liaoz lorhz.. i dun even have the chance =
This is the first week of holidays.. i think i'm quite slacked.. or should say tt i'm beri slacked.. haha.. din do much except the first few chpts of my physics..

Monday i went to CGH with jas.. wanted to ask about the voleentary service one.. but must go for some "oraltation" thingy.. *shrugs* even if i go for tt.. it will be after july.. haha.. after CGH went to eat beef noodles again.. haha.. dunno wad happened to mi recently.. keep eating tt.. hee` and the funny thing is when the cup over-turn.. again.. haha.. lucky it was empty this time.. BUT! 5 ice dropped onto the table.. haha.. and i linked tt to "5566"! lOlx! tt got us HIGH again.. den "R&B" was formed! *craZy!* =P

I think i slack for the whole of tuesday.. haha.. Wednesday i bought a bag.. long time since i bought any le.. hee` den went to stadium with jas to train for our 2.4km! lolx.. but i onli ran 2km.. =x not bad la.. at least i started training =)

Thursday i went for my PW meeting with my group members at Suntec.. haha.. my "boss" was so nice! he treated us to Sakae + Harry Potter + Popcorns + Drinks! hEh hEh~ thx alot sia~ we were out the whole day.. but i think our real meeting is onli like 45 mins.. lolx..

just saw my friendster.. recently there is something passing on on the bulletin board.. something for us to post about ourselves.. saw some posts by my seniors and friends.. when it reached the question "Most missed memory" i saw almost all their ans was.. "when i'm in ahs.." i thought i was one of the minority suffering here.. din realise tt even seniors who are in yr2 now still felt the same.. maybe i'm being sadist.. maybe i'm AP here.. but nothing's gonna bring back such fun and happy days.. i think i'm going to follow their footsteps into JC2.. feeling the same as them..

i saw tt name tonight.. again.. was not si xin after tt time.. haha.. so asked my dear wenie to do something for mi................ guess wad.. i just realised tt's him! argh!! i think last time i msg at the wrong time =__=" haha.. LUcKy wenie.. shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu! =P