寂寞寂寞就好 - 田馥甄

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还是原来那个我

不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦

对着镜子我承诺

迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容

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不算什麽 爱错就爱错

早点认错 早一点解脱

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* 我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉

死不了就还好

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我寂寞寂寞就好

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的

借来的都该还掉 *

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我总会把你戒掉

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还是原来那个你

是我自己做梦你有改变什麽

再多的爱也没用

每个人有每个人的业障因果

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会有什麽 什麽都没有

早点看破 才看得见以后

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I think i'm starting to appreciate this song..

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人 会因为经历而长大。

很多时侯，我还是选择相信缘分

也许这样，会让自己好过一些。

Met up with Geraldine last friday, it's been years since i last had a good chat with her.. Minus-ing the times when I'll bump into her at the bus stop.. Haha.. We had Nando's, which is not bad I feel.. It's still the usual chatty her with never-ending stuffs to update me with~ Glad that we met up and caught up with each other's life!

January is a busy month at work.. Which is good in a way. Keeps me rather occupied most of the time.. But seriously, audit sucks.. Zzz.. For now, I can't wait for January to end.

Bought air tics to HK in March! I really want a break, in a place I like.. with 许留山 everyday and nothing to worry about at the moment. Can't wait to go back there!!

Thank you uncle frank for the super belated bday treat~ Appreciate it :)

Cny is coming real soon.. But I don't have the cny mood at all. It doesn't signify anything except that it's a whole 4 days without having to work. No nice clothes to buy, no nice shoes to buy too! What's wrong with the fashion this season! Sigh..

In the process of packing up my room.. Not only does the messy drawers need some packing.. I want to.. pack up my life too.. 突然很想为自己做点什么。

明天见 - 王心凌

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雨下了 又停了 泪流了 又干了

你走多久 多远了 我还在这

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你说的 你忘了 可是我 还记得

手心里 紧握着 已不属于我的亲热

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* 爱怎会输给了时间

我的耳边 再听不见

我以为永远不会变

最习惯的明天见

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放手了 该回到原点

心会受伤 也能复原

我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天 *

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兜兜转转。。终究还是回到了原点。

不知道回忆是否还有任何价值？

[ 02.01.11 ]

We visited the CSI exhibition at Sci Centre.. Although the cases were quite easy.. Overall I thought it was still quite interesting.. But the lousy thing was no photography was allowed inside :( So no photos in the day except the few we took while we were waiting bcos of the heavy rain..

Dinner at Modesto's (bcos Timbre pangseh us -.-") But nonetheless, it was gooood~ Esp. the desserts! And the dinner set for 4 was super worth it~ $22 each for 2 appetizers, 4 main courses and 2 desserts.. Looking at the portion of the tiramisu we got, we panicked for a few mins and suspect it was $88 per pax.. Lol! We even went out to check the menu again!

Thank you for the cupcakes and spending my birthday with me :)

[ 07.01.11 ]

Dinner at The Ship at Shaw Centre.. Ulu place.. Haha.. I thought the food was disappointing.. Although we ate alot that night.. Think we chose the wrong dishes to eat since their speciality was steak but it was too ex so we settled for other choices -.-

Thank you for the pretty cake~ It was nice but i think we were all too full to really enjoy it.. Lol

[ 08.01.11 ]

Tao's Restaurant with the uni clique~ Wise choice.. Thanks to teresa's suggestion! The 6-course meal was good! I thought all the 6 courses i chose was satisfactory haha.. esp. the steak!

It was a short round of mahjong between me and the guys after the lunch.. Thanks for entertaining me =x

I Miss You - 光良

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我想有一个美好结果

为何最后总是来不及

相信有一天变成过去

现在分开无所谓

就当一首短短插曲

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我不害怕 反正不会太差

有时候需要放下

才能看见向前的步伐

放手总带不走一些牵挂

一些忘不掉的牵挂

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Oh because I miss you

Yes I miss you

想你在心里种出一棵大树

Yes because I miss you

要走得不能抓得住

我也很想告诉我自己 不能哭

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Yes I miss you

有一天我不会在你掌心

紧紧握住 我们的幸福

我把所能给的全都付出 我很满足

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就算眼泪快要夺眶而出 我会忍住

遗憾。。是很可怕的感觉。。

为什么人一定会在错的时侯做出错的决定?

I need a good sleep, 但我不想闭上眼睛.. :(

当我知道你们相爱 - 何维健

放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈

还记得我们曾是彼此的唯一
接受了我们情侣关系的是你
没结果了 放弃 挽不了 逃避
体验过了 无数 个复杂 爱情

某一晚在街灯下巧遇
我问候 你回应
发现你不是单身的你 Girl

* 当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋

当我知道你们相爱
我的心底泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待 等待著未来 *

放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈

床底的箱子里一叠叠的回忆
再厚的思念释放以后就忘记
没结果了 放弃 挽不了 逃避
体验过了 无数 个复杂 爱情
某一晚在街灯下巧遇
我问候 你回应
发现已不再眷恋著你

我躺在我的沙发上
看着我们的照片一张接一张
I don't know since when 那感觉不一样
你的美 现在已放在我心上
每分 每秒 每个角落
我会不停的探索 寻找完美的恋曲
Move on, Move on, Move on

放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈

Here's a post to end my 2010.. Yup i know its abit late.. But i wasn't in the mood to do any conclusion for the year because of some reason. I've decided that its time now to end my 2010 and embrace 2011~

I would say 2010 was a rollercoaster.. Happiness and sadness.. with lots of changes in life. In fact, i think it was as bad as 2007 when alot of things happened. Probably i'm slow, or things are moving much faster without me knowing it. Somehow pple always choose to abandon me when i needed them most. I seriously don't know why. Ok maybe 'abandon' is too strong a word to use.. But.. yeah you get the idea and that was wad i felt. I hope all these are left in 2010.. please don't follow me yea..

The first part of the year was still studying for my final final exams.. It was a relaxed semester, and i guessed i really enjoyed my last few months in sch.. haha!

Then the graduation trips came.. Such an enjoyable period when there's nothing to worry about.. How i miss those times..........

The biggest change would be the switch from a full time student (for 20 years?) to a working adult.. Actually, after being thru IA and temp jobs, i would say i didn't take very long to adjust to this new life. Just that i'm never going back to be a student again. The usual temporary arrangement has become permanent.
Actually, this new life isn't that bad, really. Maybe one of the luckiest thing that happened to me was that I found this satisfactory job. Furthermore, working really gives you alot more spending power.. No one can deny that.. And that feels good. But the worst part about working life is, i'm feeling so lost with no aim and no direction for my future. Last time you work hard and look forward to the end of exams, then enjoy the holidays, then look forward to a new sem and the next holiday and the cycle repeats till you look forward to graduation. Its all about working hard to achieve what you want to achieve. But after i started working i realised i'm really lost. Climbing to the top of the management in my job isn't my priority in life. Yes, I'll work hard for whatever i need to do and learn more things along the way. But getting a promotion and having more power isn't exactly the thing i need. It actually doesn't matter much to say the truth. Maybe you will think that i have no 志愿, but i know my own dreams best.. This is not what I want and what I want is currently not achievable. I guess i just have to find some way to spice up my life.. Haha

It was a quiet countdown for New Year this year.. the girls came over to my place for a stayover and we chatted till the wee hours before falling asleep. Haha.. Come to think of it, a quiet christmas and quiet new year for 2010.. As you grow older you find no point in going out to squeeze with the crowds.. its only the company that matters, doesn't matter where you go for the countdown..

I rem ade mentioning about making new year resolutions.. She said making resolutions and making wishes are different - you can make resolutions happen but wishes never come true. HOW TRUE. I totally agree with it. And thinking about it now, i realised i only make wishes every year but not resolutions (it happens when your birthday is so near to new year i supposed.. lol). I don't make resolutions bcos firstly, i never really sit down and think about what i want in the following year bcos usually i'll end up with no idea. Secondly, if something is within my control, I'll do my best to achieve it.. so i find no need to make resolutions. But for wishes, every year you hope something good will happen to you, so i guess i'll still not give up on making wishes.. even the most impossible ones.. Haha

It will be the same for this year. I'll still make wishes. I think it's the same logic as pple buying 4D. It's like buying hopes..

Oh and thank you everyone who wished me happy birthday in one way or another~ I'm thankful that i'm not forgotten :) Esp teresa, who called me at 11:59:55 and count down to my bday with me over the phone.. 有心了! I really appreciate it *hugs* Ok.. Birthday blog posts another day.. =x

Bye 2010 and hello 2011, lets treat each other well alright? please..

是时侯放手了。