haix.. sad all of a sudden.. my luo han yu died a few hours ago.. reason of death: unknown. it may be the brain concussion tt it suffered tt day when the motor fell.. =__="
suddenly remembered someone said this to mi before.. "everything happens for a reason".. today afternoon was still toking about life and death with terry and geraldine at Jack's Place.. den tonight the fish died.. i think i'm thinking too much..

I think tt i'm suffering from excessive stress nowadays.. hiakx.. things always seem to be piling up.. PW is enough to kill a person.. i'm thinking of dropping a subject.. which is either chem or econs.. but i'm not sure whether this is a right decision.. must find mr low drink coffee sometime.. haha..

dunno wad to blog about liaoz lehz.. my life is getting more and more unhappening nowadays.. lolx. everyday is just like a routine..

waiting for the yahoo! pool to load now.. haha.. i'm hooked onto this game manz.. all thx to jeremy.. haha!

someone reminded mi it's just 8 weeks to promos.. quite scary eh? haiz.. but there are too mani things to do and worry about before tt.. haha.. on one hand i can't wait for this 2 years of JC life to pass.. on the other hand.. it's like so scary to think tt i have to sit for promos and A levels.. =/

Wednesday went for the blood donation drive.. but.. due to unforeseen circumstances.. i can't donate blood! haha.. the doctor says i'm underweight.. and told mi to go back next year.. lolx.

Thursday missed mass PE again.. 3rd time in 3 weeks.. haha! funny thing happened in canteen.. lolx. mi and jas shouted at the same time cos we saw something.. so diu lian.. >_< haha.. i also din eat yu pian mian for the first thursday in dunno how mani weeks.. not high enough.. hehz.. but in the end also quite high la.. sit at the market there listen to wang xin ling's ai ni.. hahaha~

Friday went for my first PW interview.. can say tt it is beri successful!! except tt terry's MD dun have batt in the middle of the interview.. lolx. interviewed yu neng primary's PE head.. yu neng is like such a fit sch.. anyone with kids who are fat can send them there.. surely get thin one.. haha.. they even control the kid's diet during recess.. not a single fried food sold in the canteen.. i think i'm going to die if i'm controlled like this.. lolx. the teacher is also beri friendly and even bought us milo after the interview.. i think doing interview is so much better den surveys and writen reports.. haha..
after tt went tuition.. taught the primary 3s again.. nearly fell asleep there.. haiz.. it's the fault with the times-table which they just dun seem to get.. haha..

E-club on saturday.. 9am to 3pm.. tired.. the first part of the day bu ti ye ba.. lucky i din get ms foo as my teacher.. or else i can go bang wall! washed 4 cars in the afternoon.. hehz.. if i never remember wrongly.. the 1st car i wash was SDQ9657J.. lolx. first car i wash in my life =)  actually it was quite fun washing those cars.. i prefer tt to distributing the flyers =__="

Slept alot since the car wash yesterday.. haha! dunno y i'm so tired..

updates on my results..
 
Physics - 49 (D)
Chemistry - 43 (E)
Maths C - 50 (D)
Economics - 42 (E)
G.P - 44 (C6)
 
haha.. quite pathetic huh.. but at least i din fail any subject.. phew.. lolx! mr low still told mi my results are NOT BAD.. but i think it's quite bad.. hahaa~ shall work hard so tt this wun appear in my promos? i hope so.. hehz..
 
This week is quite a slack one.. no tests.. onli tutorials to complete.. i'm struggling with gravitation.. after 1 whole week of tutorials.. i onli understood it a few hours ago.. haha! haiz.. this is physics in JC.. u wun ever noe wad in the world is the lecturer and teacher toking about.. lolx.
 
hmmz.. monday had a blood donation talk.. i can't believe tt i'm actually going to donate blood next wednesday.. haha! no choice since my name was written up there by someone else =/ lolx. no la.. hopefully i dun run away from tt BIG needle.. haha.. but knowing tt we can save 3 or 4 lives everytime we donate blood is great motivation.. hee`
 
thursday was yu pian mian day again.. haha.. but this time nothing exciting happened.. until after tt.. lolx! PW on thurs was tiring.. we were all trying hard to speak in proper english and engage in a conversation tt is actually "fake".. i hate this observation thingy.. but i think my group did perform quite well tt day.. haha..
 
Friday had a nice physics lecture.. haha! dun ask mi wad tt mr chan is toking about.. he talks faster than a machine gun.. haiz.. but the lecture was interesting in another aspect.. lolx. the clapping action was so lame.. hee`
Came back from tuition not long ago.. due to some unforeseen circumstances.. i was transferred to teach the primary 3 students instead of primary 5! haiz.. not beri gd arh.. nearly vomit blood there.. haha.. who wun when we are looking at students who practically look around aimlessly for the whole of 2 hours and complaining tt their teachers are wrong instead of themselves? lolx. i gave up on them.. so poor jansen had to attend to them =x so i went to teach the other 2.. the guy din speak a word for the 2 hours and the girl spend 15 mins on her timetables.. hiakx.. i miss teaching Ryan!! As compared.. he is like so obedient and clever.. haha~
 
Thought tt i could catch up on some work this weekend.. but in the end i have a PW meeting tml.. going to temasek primary to interview the teacher.. hope it's going to be successful!
 

i'm back in school having lessons again.. dunno wad to say about this.. maybe i shouldn't be typing this now.. i noe wad i type will sound realli negative.. haha.. dun take it too seriously.. i think i'm falling asleep already.. hehz..

i'm not looking forward to the starting of lessons as i would be in the past.. i dun feel like going back to sch at all.. not tt i realli suffer or wad.. it's juz tt the feeling of excitement and happiness is juz not there anymore.. i dunno y.. with the addition of failing every subject.. haha.. tt makes everything worse.. will comment on my results later.. dunno y i'm feeling so sad and stress now.. maybe tt's the result of a lack of sleep.. lolx.. i entertain myself with happy things in sch yeah.. but things juz doesn't feel right.. looking at some pple may make mi feel happier.. but the feeling of enjoying sch life is no longer there.. i realli need some motivation in order to appear in sch everyday!

Got back 3 papers by now.. Physics-49, Chemistry-41, Maths-50.. the worse results i've ever seen in my whole life.. haha.. lucky tt i already kan kai le.. or else i will be crying for every paper.. haha! every paper there are so many stupid mistakes.. hiAkx.. i promise tt i will not make them ever again in promos!! homework all piling in again.. time is juz not enough.. li shi chong yan.. haiz.. i can never get out of this life until i leave tj! i'm praying tt the next 1 and a half years of time will pass with the speed of lightning!

ok.. enough of the upsetting things.. recalling wad i had done in this week..

Monday went tongwei's house for mj with gina, tw and fengquan! haha.. i miss mj with them.. lucky we catch on every holiday and after exams.. hehz.. fq's luck was SO good at first! where got at the start zi mo 2 wu tai one.. lOlx. lucky my luck was not bad at the end too~ heehee`

Tuesday went back ahs after sch.. got my o level cert finally.. managed to find miss tay and tok to her for quite a long time.. regarding some *ahem* things also.. lolx.. he's leaving le.. suddenly all the wonderful memories came back to mi.. (pple dun xiang y y la.. it's not wad u think.. haha!) life's never ever gonna be the same as last yr's anymore.. hope tt he will come back after 2 yrs? to bring uS more laughter? *lOlx!* haha.. hope to meet him on the streets someday? but i always dun have such luck one hor pt? =P ahs has new blocks new classrooms new teachers' room.. it's nice.. but they dun feel familiar to mi anymore.. make mi think of the days when we r in the container classrooms and the teachers' room last time aGain.. *door incident.. and lotx more..*

Nothing much happened on wed.. got back my BIG FIVE analysis.. it states tt i'm introvert =/ lolx! yeah.. maybe i'm to pple i dunno.. and to some tj pple now.. haha.. i act AP la! yeah.. and as wad jas has said.. the wanted affection part.. lolx.. it was very high for mi.. 76.. haha! and i told her if it was wanted to change *****.. i sure reach a standard to 100.. {extremely high} haha.. too many things to list liaoz la.. the whole booklet is like so thick.. but paying 80 bucks for this pile of papers is not realli worth it manz.. no need it to analysis i also noe i got such characteristics.. hehz..

Thurs was supposed to be the HIGH day every week.. haha! but this thurs.. i think it's jas turn to be high la.. her yu pian mian taste nicer den mine lorh.. not fair! =D tj's yu pian mian realli not bad la.. even without "R & B" sitting there.. those who haven't try must realli go try it.. hahaha~

Friday was supposed to have sub-way duty.. but due to unforeseen circumstances.. i din do.. haha.. end up in long john with jas and hx.. were toking about some scary movies there.. funny.. haha.. after tt went to play thrill drive before i went to tuition.. lolx! not as nice as the last time la.. cos onli we two play.. still scared the guy hear us shout.. haha.. but although we onli played 1 time.. it's enough to make us jiao luan and have heart problems.. hahah!! tuition after tt was ok.. Ryan is quite clever actually.. i enjoy teaching him.. haha..

Studying hard at home tml.. lolx.. but dunno whether it will be successful.. =X Sunday have PW meeting at tony's house.. haha.. we will be like working in a factory.. lolx. 1 person do research, 2 person type the letters, the other 2 person do group annotation.. den we rotate.. tt's wad we decided on.. who ask tt rich guy got 3 computers at home.. haha!

yAy~ i'm back!! haha.. JCT is finally over!! hehz.. finally freed from facing physics chem econs and maths everyday~ lolx. hMmz.. wad did i dO this tWo wEeks..

fOr the whole of last week.. surprising din study at home.. went to pt's house to study instead.. lolx. dunno it's effective anot.. cos everyday we end up spending some time on playing *******.. haha!! *diu lian* but nvm la.. at least ku zhong you le~ hehz..

went to mr.tan's wife funeral last sat.. haiz.. who would have thought such a thing would happen.. seeing him so devastated.. xin li also bu hao shou.. zhui ke lian de is his 2 kids.. haiz.. hope he returns to his normal self soon..

after JCT ended yesterday.. i went straight to chalet~ lolx. midnight was watching the boring soccer match until i fall asleep.. haha.. seldom sleep for so mani hours during a chalet one.. but all thanks to the soccer match.. i think i caught about 6 hours of sleep.. lolx.
after so mani hours of sleep.. today morning refreshed sia.. haha! after the mac breakfast.. we proceed to the arcade~ hehz.. tt's the BEST part of these two days manz~ THRiLLiNg dRiVE rOckS~ hEehEe`! lucky we found tt it can take up to 4 players.. den mi, jasmine, weiliang and jeremy went to play.. after 1 time den addicted to it liaoz! haha! SUpER HiGH lORh~ lOLx.. the best thing is the machine wiLL sCrEam when we cRash into otHer cArs.. den mi and jas was shouting like mad for the 1st race! lOlx! after tt.. the consequent 3 races i think onli i screamiNg.. =P after tt they commented tt i can actually screaM like the machine! haha.. funny thing was.. weiliang who was sitting next to mi got influenced by mi and shouted too.. haha~ Qi2 jing3!~ after spending 3 hours in the arcade.. all of us jing pi li jing le! den see alot of pple outside white sands.. jas actually say they appear more like cArs to her.. haha.. *cRazY* =)

there's still 3 more days for mi to enjoy before sch officially re-opens.. haha.. dun feel like looking at my results.. i noe it's gonna be bAd.. but who cares.. just enjoy myself for now first~ hehz.. it's long since i felt so happy =)